just being honest. the emotional havoc that is my chemical/hormonal make-up right now is so intensely destructive. i have always considered myself very HOT and COLD. HIGH and LOW. but as of late, the low can sink below sea level, below hell, flat out LOW. things GET to me in such a heavy way. things creep into my mind that are detrimental. every. little. thing. every. single. one. of. you. does gets to me, hard. i take it all so insanely personally. and my passionate feelings for certain things has reached a dangerous level.
that on top of feeling thick. bloody hell. this too shall pass, right?