baby is my buoy.

tonight liam is extra smiley and cute.

when he grins up at me with his round little face i can't stop thinking

"i wish mom was here to see him make his baby jamey face"

i think she's the only person under the sun that would get that.

see it.

i miss her.

that's such an understatement.

but damn, do i.

ironically, only liam keeps me from sinking in this realization.